Sharing My Jennarocity

I have been sitting here rocking my sweet baby for about an hour now. I normally will hold her a little before she goes to bed but very rarely does she fall asleep completely before I put her down. Today we started Avery on formula. I am still breastfeeding, but I am supplementing with formulac if needed. I have been going back and forth about this since I have gone back to work. I am still pumping, though. I felt guilty for a while about using formula, almost like I was taking something away from her or something. I love that little girl so much. So much, that I feel guilty about giving her even the smallest amount of formula. Being a mom is harder than I thought ,in some ways. I honestly have the worlds easiest baby, so the day to day is not hard (yet) but the choices you have to make, day in and day out, are hard. Or deciding its best to stay at a job you dont like so much because the schedule is best for the kids. Or having to give up your own dreams and wants sometimes for the goo...

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Ok, I have had enough of my computer. We desperately need a new one, but, there are other things coming up, and a new computer will just have to wait. I am trying to upload all of the pictures I have so I can blog, but it's just not working out. I am experimenting with downloading directly from Shutterfly, for some reason Shutterfly takes much less time on my computer than the other way....I don't want to get my posts out of order, so I am going to wait to post some of my older entries till all of my pictures are in order. Here is one, just for now....can you believe she is going to be 3 months Wednesday? I can't. It's just crazy how fast time flies!